Yesterday I felt like I was having a good day. Despite the rain, I was having a nice time with my baby as my older child was in school. The baby even took a little nap in her carrier cuddling against my shoulder which NEVER happens. I was trying to relish our cuddle time as we took the N train into Manhattan. And then the depression kicked in.
I asked myself why I was feeling so down? I am healthy, the CD is making progress, I had two jobs this week, and my kids are doing well. And then I remembered, my digital camera died last week. I of course was devestated when it happened, and even more when I realized I couldn't afford a new one.
I love my camera. It is a fujifilm finepix, and the best feature is that when you press the button to take a picture, it takes it RIGHT THEN. There is no flash delay or other unexplained delay...it just takes the picture. I don't have to predict when my baby is going to smile and then when exactly I need to press the button to capture that smile, it just takes what it sees.
It only lasted for 2 1/2 years. Seems short. But, I used it ALL the time. I took so many photos over that time, that really I just want to give my old camera a pat on the back for hanging in there THAT long.
And now I am desperately trying to come up with a plan to get my hands on a new camera before my vacation in just 10 days. I simply cannot leave the state without a camera to capture our adventures..and that is what is tearing me up in side. Sadly I don't think I have time to sell anything on ebay or get a temp job...I am just going to have to figure something out, before I really plummet into the depths of digital camera despair.