This past weekend she went a little cookoo.
The details are embarrassing to write down. When her episode was over, one word kept moving in slow-motion in her brain:
Slow and orblike. over and over.
She still hasn't fully recovered. She has been distracted by a few things here and there: election, no milk left in the fridge, Big Apple Circus, the beginning of the Holiday Avalanche, and castings, but she goes right back to that place.
She is taking a new step on her journey to recovery, although she can't imagine she will wake up one day and say...it's finished over done.
No, instead she anticipates a daily battle to hold on to the core of who she is and to just be steady.
A new doctor is joining her team on Monday. Dr. Shrink.
Steady, steady now.